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2nd valentine♥

2012-02-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

my dearest teddy bear happy valentine day

being with you was my happiest and sweetest thing in life

able to see you every single day is the best thing i ever have

i love you

♥

mew

2012-02-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

guess what, i very lazy to update the new year post so k hehehehe. anyway this was on caiyun 21st birthday! stay happy and forever cute girl <3

miss poh my luv

Sentosa Trip 02.02

sentosa trip was awesome w my babe, ong layyen! though we failed to sun tan but we almost died from all the laughing and catching so loved! shall organize another trip like this and i wanna go universal studio so much yaw the rides are all calling for me, hope bf will bring me go one day! hehe.

and some dates w my love, cafe cartel and ramen play yum been damn long since we went restaurant but actually both of us didn't order anything from cafe cartel cos we just joining huang yiting they all so tadah only ramen play is included hehehehehehe.

and family dinner today was niceeeee, had buddha jump over the wall (?) yummy rub my stomach smirks :)

ok that's all update again lub lub xx.

xin nian kuai le

2012-01-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!

will update a proper post soon, i love this year cny most probably because i spent every single min with my love! just that something kinda missing was my family went for bkk ): and they never bought anything for me so sad but anyway had the longest sleep over at bf's house, 10 DAYS 9 NIGHTS how awesome can that be hehehe and now i hope he will miss my presence in his room but o well i guess he must be jumping in joy because i not gg to snatch his bed with him and irritate him every second smirks ;) i dont know how long he will tahan me hehehehe k gonna sleep soon will update sooooon. i want go bkk this may! OMG FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS PLUS I HAD BEEN BLOGGING LIKE i want go bkk after my project or i want go bkk in dec or i want go bkk in april or i must go bkk in whatsoever and never did i success, why why why why why please don't do this to me again ): k bye super in love with my teddy bear why he so cute hur hur hur. <3

miss

2012-01-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

missing my boyfriend badly, 5 more days to see him

hope he is doing fine, really need a big bear hug from him

2012-01-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

09.01.2012
HAPPY 1 YEAR TO MY DEAREST BOYFRIEND <3

had work till 3.30pm on that day, hougang -> paragon -> east coast park for Ju Shin Jung korean bbq! fucking happy kid but keep telling bf be prepared for the price. hehe. Fucking love it especially with the lettuce wrap w the meat w the chili sauce w the garlic w the onion fucking awesomely heavenly aaaa.

bbq bbq bbq

cut into small pieces, look at how raw the beef is!

place the meat on the lettuce

add chili sauce garlic onion

tadah,

wrap

and eat um yum yum :T

glad that bf said is okay just order only don't look at the price hehehehe have an awesome dinner! and oh bf never saw the wet tissue before had fun asking him to guess what's that! his answer was super cute man aww hehe.

so happy that we hang on so long to each other and we reached our 1 year, 1 year might not be long to many people out there but this is my ever 1st r/s that pass 1 year but o well who care the most importantly was he had been always been there for me tolerating all my nonsense and rubbish, being a 24/7 sweet and caring bf for me. i love you for willing to hang on to me for so long despite my worst character you've ever seen, thanks so much. you are someone that i will never want to let you go no matter what happened, can't afford to lose you!

want you forever <3

thanks 2011

2012-01-10T02:17:00.001+08:00

hello this gonna be a long post am going to write review of 2011, didn't did that for 2010 kinda regret because i realized my 2010 was full of excitement and so much experiences for me, o well.

Starting of 2011 was kinda tough for me i guess? because of 13 cells i get to know my bf, but i knew a lot of rumors were going around i knew many people were objecting me to be with him, yes i know everything, things that i not supposed to know i found out myself you see am a smart girl hehe. and because of his appeared i guess i kinda lose my used to be laopo. but no, not blaming him or what i guess is just misunderstand? i don't know. but i still glad that at that point of time there's still people supporting me. but the most important part is I've not been stepping in any r/s for the whole of 2010 i don't know am i prepare for a new r/s. but i make it clear to that i already totally get over my last r/s, and i knew myself the best that yes i did fall for him after this 13 cells. times were hard for me, because i keep hearing rumors and rumors i keep seeing so many things by myself. there's even time i asked myself should i give up? because i dare not confront him. but i so glad that i hang on there.

our r/s had been a up and down for us going through thick and thin, from some one that i used to keep everything to myself to someone that I'm able to open out to him. but there's always something deep in my heart that i did not dare or want to face. i need so much courage but i did not have, i so glad that my sister still at here to listen to all my ranting. Until one day after 8 months we got together, all my doubts had finally came to an answer. i don't know should i believe or no, but again i chose to believe again and yes i glad i did it.

Being with him was the best choice that I've ever choose, because he is the best bf I've ever had. Yes he can be very naggy at times and even lecture me like my father, we had the fiercest fight ever which both of us don't wish to happen, and we quarreled to the extend that the neighbor rushed out of their house to see what happened. but every each time after all these happened, the very next day he will always be the one who give in to me. i mean why do i deserved him, i such an attitude, sucky, stubborn, hot temper girl, but he always give in to me no matter what. he will make sure that i happy with him, sacrifice himself in order to satisfied me in terms of places/food/choices and many else. he cook for me so often because he knew i love rice so much, especially his chili. i rmb one of the days, his mother had already bought all the dishes back and they alrdy halfway cooking it, just then he realized that they had ran out of chili, he immediately went out to ntuc to buy the ingredients for the chili so to make sure i get to eat the chili later on. though at that time i didn't show any reaction to his action but deep in my heart i was so touched. there were times he even travelled all the way to cck just to bring his home cook food for me just because i sick of the food at my workplace.

i love how he pamper me like a princess like seriously, though he always scold me "you think you really princess?" but still he treat me totally like one, he do his best to give whatever i want, and bring me to any places i wanna go. yes he don't show his love much to me but he always claimed that he will used his action to prove his word, i glad he did it. he accept my flaws which he hate the most but i sorry that i cant change. but i guess he can see my attitude and such had been better in these while. he take in all my craziness and unglamness which i guess no one will able to tahan me. i know at long time ago he could have give up on me, but he never. he always been there for me when i need him the most, travelled long distance to find me. he knew i need to sleep a lot, so on every weekend i would went to his house to stay over so that i can have extra 1 more hour to sleep and send me over to work. he's just too great for me.

yes, we almost break up for twice but i so so so so so so glad that we hang on aaaaaaa damn happy and bless to have him.

okay that's for my r/s in 2011, and now we've already reached our 1 year. i believed there will be more up and down we have to go through but i believed our love will be strong enough to conquer all. and did i said, we've been meeting EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THIS 1 YEAR. YES WE DID. except for the period i went to china for 3 weeks and he went to aus for 2 weeks lah.

2011, was also the year that my FYP came to the end after 4 hard months, i am sorry to my production team that i did such a bad job at my audio. sigh but everything had ended so well. we had our design show at vivo city which i knew everyone of us treasure it a lot. then we had our graduation show. best graduation show ever in design school. Because kangling planked on the floor before taking the cert, minghan fly across the stage like a superman after getting his cert, ryan, cheryl and kin acted as harry potter after received their awards. just simply too awesome.

Studying in Moving images at design school was the best things in my life, met great friends, had the most awesome memories in these 3 years, too many many things happened that i can't said in this post. There's tears, laughter's, we gained friend at the same time we did lose some friends. but i will miss every single people I've met in poly life. and i still loving the whole process of filming, something that i will never want to forget in my life.

But, after gradation, i did not continued what i study, i guess working at production house is just too not me i don't think i will enjoy working and i will not be able to cope with all these, mostly was because i forget a lot of thing from pre-production to post-production. I'm so sucks. i took a lot of times looking for jobs i guess 3 months? but i enjoy a lot in these 3 months, i went to China finally after 3 years to visit all my relatives was damn fun though i get bored easily, but the food at there was damn awesome i fucking love it mannnnnn, and went to a lot of places the view was damn memorable. hehehehehe. other than that, just simply stoning at home every day waiting for my bf to end his work and look for me, and also working at stewarding at mbs. and yes stewarding might be the toughest, most dirty and most smelly job ever, but i enjoy every work day at there. i can't explained but is a joy to work at there though i will be drained out after over 10 hours of washing utensils, clearing at the stations, carrying all those heavy stuffs but i still do enjoyed much. and bf will always complained how smelly i am after my work. and yes bf always come n fetched me after work which was 2am? just to see me for 1 hr or so awww.

went to taiwan with my bf, fucking excited because this was our both virgin trip with bf/gf by flight! hehehehe. though i went with his band mates! but the whole trip was just to awesome, from attending his rehearsals to concert to night markets at chiayi, taizhong, taipei to going sun moon lake, to lotus park, to taipei 101, to ximenting, to eating for non-stop and to walking like zombies. everything was just too great! this 8 days trip gonna be in my memory forever <3.

2011 was the year i ate so many things that i never tried before and going to places that i never went before, thanks to bf! but he should thanks me too because i think i brought him to places that he never go before more than me! hehehehhehe. had our first musical show, lion king at mbs! our first stay over at mbs hotel, our first swim at sky park! and i can't really remember much opps! i need to look through our photos again.

and oh finally had my first full time job at edvox music school, thanks to bf. working at there overall was alright just that it was damn fucking far from my house, still in the process of getting used to it (: but glad that bf fetched me there two of the working days and fetch me back home two of the working days too! lovesssss. then we had company retreat to port dickson, glad boyfriend is with me because i not very close to most of them at that time :/

finally, we went to genting with just both of us! my genting trip had never been so awesome before, guess it was with my love one, and we even went to strawberry farm, took cable car, and all the theme park rides with our express ticket! (: even though we failed to go bkk but this genting trip make it up all.

Family r/s was kinda sour in the beginning of year guess because i keep staying outside till midnight, but glad that things turned better toward the mid of year. still hoping that my r/s with parents will be getting better and better. my sister had been a great support for me! she just too awesome, she will always be there for me and willing to listen to all my troubles. the best things she did was when i had my worst quarreled with bf, at fucking midnight 2am she travelled all the way down from yew tee just to acc me! SHE'S JUST SO AWESOME!!! was totally touched at that point of time. love her so much, and i love how we spammed each other at whatsapp when we are not together. just can't live without her.

friendship had been quite okay, i was glad that during February my friendship w sh was alright, we finally talked! was so happy at that point of time, i knew we are not as close like during 2010 already, but i glad that we still do meet up with each other. and yes still meet up with my favourites one like layyen, tinghui, hwanling, but i still didn't meet up with qing and yvonne how sad :(

some major thing happened, guess was the car accident during march, still rmb that ky's car hit the railing and we spin twice or thrice before coming to a stop. fucking shivering at that point of time. i don't know is it a miracle because i did not flung out of the car as i was not wearing any seat belt. so lucky gwadddd. no one hurt thanks god! we still can have prata after the accident because all of us were so hungry ha ha. but actually after this incident, i was so traumatized whenever I'm in the car, i used to love fast speed car to i just hope every time bf will drive slower though he driving less than 100km/hr but i still very scared! and i am so fucking scared of turning! and yes until now i still so traumatized in every car ride, i do had night mares at night just hope one day i will overcome this ): so in 2012 i hope i will not involve in any more accident please.

i guess that's all for 2011, can't rmb much already.

just hope in 2012
- families and loves one to be healthy, safe, sound and round
- be a happier person
- love to be stronger between us
- at least $5000 in my bank by end of 2012
- at least travel to bkk and korea
- work to be good
- to hit at least 48kg

that's for now i guess, i want to study uni badly but i know it is impossible how the hell i come out with $18k? so well. maybe that will be my 2013 or 2014 wish hehehehe.

shall stop now
goodbye 2011, you've been a good year for me thanks for all the memories
and welcome 2012, please be good.

Hello 2012

2012-01-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

hello 2012! on the 31st of dec still got to work on that day but i went off at 1pm :D went to park lane to buy bf's tank and had ice cream milk from each a cup i seriously think their milk tea is nicer than come buy hehehe. so met sis and jj at The Cathay and we watched the darkest hour mm alright i guess. stone outside The Cathay for damn long until we decided to dine at kuishi bo!

and oh my top was giving me so much problems so fucking uncomfortable n so i randomly bought a top at PS i like never regret heheheh. we kinda chu stunned cos kuishi bo was extra expensive on festival season, supposed to be $39.90 but nabeiiii $59.90 on that day omg fucking exp but since we already there so o well just go with it.

the food was damn fucking awesome i love it, but i guess $59.90 is too exp for the buffet! didnt get to eat the cheese lobster sucks because we only depend on jj to help us take hahahaha me and sis only know how to shout "JIAJUN! JIAJUN! FASTER" when the bell rang. Anyway the bill was $280+? FUCKING EXP but oh well my treat jj do a lot of stuns during the payment that made me and sis laughed like some mad girls.

walked back to PS after that omg i was so fucking full that i had difficulty walking back. stone at there and jason amos elson andy ben came! at 11pm we walked to city hall and bused to mbs for firework! SO FUCKING CROWDED OH MY GOD but last min we managed to grab a good spot :D firework was fabulous, our first time watching firework together loves ♥

the guys trying to be funny to stand in the row to block other people from walking across HAHA DAMN MEANNNNNN! chilled at there the guys keep popping behind other strangers when they were taking group photos, should see their face when viewing their photo total epic :D

around 2am me and bf walked to esplanade mrt station FUCKING SHAG OKAY I WANNA DIE ALREADY, trained to PS to get his car. so glad to be back at his home! what we really called home sweet home hehehehe.

k that's all happy 2012! gonna write a review on 2012 most probably next post stay tune bye.

merry christmas

2011-12-28T13:34:00.000+08:00

spent my first christmas eve with boyfriend finally! had a simple sweet & awesome countdown on 24th. movie double dates w sis and jj, impossible mission was an exciting show idk how many times i spasm from my seat. wanna had korean bbq but by the time we reached the shop had closed so well we randomly walked in the pub, Borossa! n i never regretted it was so awesome the best western food i've ate. had this wild mushroom or whatever cream sauce spaghetti i was so stunned to see truffle on it! just 3 pieces only i totally don't bear to eat, leave the best to the last. boyfriend was scooping my sauce and i was so afraid that he will accidentally took my truffle! hahahahaha am a selfish girlfriend b: and he had this crab meat spicy tomato sauce linguini (?) AND THEY HAVE REAL CRAB MEAT INSIDE, ok i know i kaisu but the crab meat like free flow and bf said this is the first time he ate so much crab meat without having the need the pluck off from the shell. heheheh n o order sauteed forest mushroom as side dish. awesome i must said and the price are quite affordable (?) k artease next we have our own candle lit on the table muahaha, next was the waiting for countdown and that's round out our chirstmas.

loves <3

Genting Day 3

2011-12-24T11:23:00.001+08:00

Genting day 3

am a good girlfriend i allowed my pig to sleep slightly later to 9.30am hehehe so i get prepared first and i already take my really own sweet time preparing making up and those, n it was only 10.30am .. took photos inside the room, wave goodbye to my room sadly and wiped my tears off*

look, he being a retard here again n he was trying to imitate the hk show hua jie ha ha ha ha go ahead and laughed at him ;) smirks. had breakfast at hou wei yumm my asam lasak taste damn nice hehehe. went out to take cold breeze of the air was shivering like mad damn freezing and so we bought sweet potato to keep ourselves warm yum

head over to resort world coffee bean seriously in love with resort world hotel though we had to walk a distance away. slack at coffee bean for hours till 2.30pm, basically we were just talking cock never ending argument and rolling eyes at each other. So when we were back to first world hotel he realized that he left his fucking wallet at coffee bean NOT FUNNY KKKKKK AND HE LOOKED SO CALM THAT I THOUGHT HE WAS LYING OMG. rushed all the way back hoping that we will make it to the bus terminal in time. chaotic man and he was so lucky that nobody took his wallet if not i gonna killed him man.

goodbye genting, this had been the awesome genting trip i went so far. though i was still kinda affected that the cyclone, flying coaster and rolling thunder mine ride were close but thanks to the strawberries farm and cable car that hype up the whole genting trip. lastly thanks boyfriend for making my getaway a success one though we failed to go bkk but next year alright. love you. been a caring, loving, entertaining and sweet bf in these 3 days so loveeeee.

bye, and Merry Christmas! had never celebrate Christmas eve with boyfriend before and i proud to say that muahaha hope boyfriend make this eve a good one for me but i bet he dont o well and i didn't prepare any present too i know he don't mind hehehehe. i am already a present to him smirks x 1000000. k that's all goodbye be back soon.

Genting day 2

2011-12-23T15:49:00.025+08:00

Genting day 2

woke up at 7am+ and couldn't fell asleep guess i too used to wake up early when im on holiday, and so get prepared first and went out for a walk while bf still sleeping like a pig. come back and he wake up finally. get out of the room at 9+ and had a very full breakfast at old town white coffee. yummy at least for once bf like what he ordered.

and oh the weather was awesome, not misty not cloudy and the sky is so clear or perhaps we are in the sky. smirks. anyway the crowd was totally crazy and we were deciding whether to get express tickets because i was afraid that the queue might not be crazy as what we think. leave it to fate and we played scissors paper stone and i won 3 rounds. dahh express tickets!

knnb the queue was crazily long i swear so fucking scary and i believed if we were to queue we might took 1hr or so to play each ride. totally worth the money to get express ticket and the feeling of not queueing at all was damn shuang muahaha, and what's most was you got the priority to choose the seat you want. but i felt kinda bad because let's say if i want the first row, the staff would ask whoever at the first row to go behind like oh my god. they will just stared at me.

so yea, pirate ship first ;) but it didn't went very high that day so well.

i wanted to take spaceshot so much but lovey don't have the guts gwad and it is impossible i played alone but o well its alright i had already played twice before so i shall skip it this time round. went to this idk what that called, start with letter m. i dont know why but i love this, got me so hype and up in it and the view was awesome. love all the lighting or i must say i love pudding cam. didn't bring my lumix cam out because i believe my iphone will did a good job am a smart girl ;)

see, how awesome the view is hehe. next we went to the spinner i think so don't really rmb what's next and the photos were not in sequence anyway so yea whatever my photo come next i assumed that's my next ride.

very fun and giddy ride lovey was crazy to let go his hand throughout the spinning i was so afraid that his seat might overturned or what but he took my concern for granted shall not talk to him. >:

okay next was the flying dragon no photos taken because we were too fast to get in the ride and out. and oh my goodness adrian chong jik fatt fucking crushed into me during one of the sharp turning nabei my rib cage was fucking pain and my lung was gwad damn pain and he keep pushing the blame to the flying dragon okay what can i said. shall not talk to him again >:

we walked round and round and we found this antique car ride, and was not included in the express ticket so for once we queued up but it's a short one neh neh neh. lovey said im like a little kid because i was turning the steering wheel at each turning as if im driving the car am forever a small kid.

hen ke ai right the antique car, i keep called it vintage got no idea why guess i got confused between antique and vintage. and we walked round and round again this bus is so cool i wanna take my food and go in eat already i bet it will taste extra deliciously.

i assumed my next ride is cockscrew because my photos said so. both of us like retard because we dont know where the fuck is the express queue. finally finally finally we get in and i chose first row love was like what the fuck?! hehehehehehe best ride best ride love it to the max. and oh the queue for this will scared you to death muthafucking long likeeeeeee....

went in to the dinosaurs land wanna take the boat ride but not included in express ticket again whutttt. dont want to waste time and we chose to walk inside. kinda fun leh i think everything is fun to me so ya hehehe.

i swear lovey look damn fucking cute in this picture his face awwwwwwww boy boy.

asked boyfriend help me took a photo w the dinosaur and i expect to see full body as in WHOLE HEAD AND TAIL but look head was cut off and there's no tail and he claimed that this is art o well.

bought baskin BR robbins ice cream heh first time eating um yum yum :T and boyfriend look so sad with his sweet corn taste sucks.

he said he wanna show off his express tickets he's such an ass hehehehe . and oh we are in the monorail i don't know why he got so excited in this monorail most probably he can take a closer look of his flying dragon that he is crazily in love with because of the happy look on the dragon.

next up SUNGEI ......... ok i forget what's the name alrdy the queue was all the way to the entrance this is crazy i swear people was playing games while queueing up i rmb last time i came we were playing daidee. hehe and so both of us went all the way to the front and tadah effortless we were on the ride smirks smirks x 1000000.

all the photos below were totally cuteness of boyfriend with his wet hair. DAMN CUTE K muahaha.

hen ke ai heh heh and the last ride of the day was the mini train to dry ourselves up.

glad that we finished all the ride before it started to rain and oh i rmb we went to play pirate house and i forgot when we played it but i was covering my eyes all the way because i thought there will be some scary things popping out but boyfriend said it was just some flashing light. hm mm. and i wanna played bumper boat because i never play before but he said it was so lame he not steady one everything also dont want to play must beg him one, old man.. he only interested in family ride maybe cos i told him we are family that's why we have to play family ride and so he is happy inside out and thus that's explained his interest and i realized i write a lot of and in between my lines and and and. smirks even more x 10000000.

how awesome to finish all the rides at 3pm and we went to cable car station and WHAT NO TRAIN TO AWANA depressed max okay i wanna go strawberry farm. no choice we bought round trip ticket for fun and happiness. hen scary i suddenly grabbed boyfriend's hand and he was scared by me ha ha ha. the ride like never ending la i glad we survived the ride.

walked around in no hope of going strawberry farm, and OMG I SAW A SIGNBOARD SAYING "SHUTTLE BUS TO AWANA" hip hip was so hype and jumpy, saw banner of strawberry farms happy kids. saw a couple and they look like they trying to find shuttle bus and we approached them. glad that we asked them if not we had already missed the shuttle bus then.

excited kidss get the basket and scissor and hop in the farm, ok i lied i walked in.

the strawberries all look very cute and round hehe, $6.20 for 104g okay la actually i don't know is it exp or not because we didn't pluck a lot too. went to mushroom farm damn lame k, bought strawberry milk tea hehe. oh wanna took photo w the snake but boyfriend dont allowed ): whyyy, he scared the snake swallow me. smirks.

had a crazy idea of walking back to cable car station cos we got no fucking idea where to take the shuttle bus gwad worst thing was the road was down slope and it's a no no to me am not a down slope person higher chances i will unbalanced n fall. and tadd our saver appeared in front of us this strawberry mini train/van (?) and fetched us back muahaha happy yo.

back on cable car to genting my god fuck up hill is more scary than down hill with the howling of wind and shaking of gondola was killing us internally/emotionally/.. but the view worth everything.

didn't post the photo on top but the first cable car we took is number 57 which was bf's birthday number, and this cable car got my number on it hehe. this is fate trying to convince myself.

back to highland hotel and we went for dinner at Coffee Terrace, rm70+ for 1 pax. food was alrighty the salmon sashimi was heavenly and for first time i tried shark eggs. and i think all fish egg taste the same to me. boyfriend eat very little okay he got such a big stomach yet he eat like ... nice dinner afterall

boyfriend said i am crazy to put chocolate fondue on top of ice cream because i make the chocolate became stone but YOU DON'T PUT ON ICE CREAM YOU PUT ON WHERE?! i think he's the one who is crazy. smirks

back to room i am so drained up my legs are breaking and my body is aching all over but i insisted of going out cos it was still 8pm+ waste of time to stay in hotel. so we dragged our body to Starbucks for a cold chilling out.

and that's how my day 2 spice up my whole genting trip into an awesome getaway. till then stay tune for day 3 which i know nobody is reading my blog now but still TILL THEN KBYE.

Genting day 1

2011-12-23T14:00:00.005+08:00

Genting day 1

oh did i mentioned that the night before we set off was chaotic man because bf had to send some important email and it was all in his laptop, at home. what worst was that he had alrdy parked his car at his house and when we were panicking in process huang yiting suggested that he can drive my father's car! HAHA awesome, he look like a small little boy driving crossroad ha ha ha ha, too big for him! anyway we left 2 hours of sleep totally shag max. Bus ride was alright, i love long bus ride got no idea why, and bf always fell asleep when he got on the bus totally pig man. hehehe.

reached genting at 2pm+ AND NBBBBBB WE WAITED FOR 4HOURS TO CHECK IN, our whole day just gone like that. queue number was 391 and they were serving 139. wanted to wait till we check in our room then went for lunch but i was seriously too hungry and so i had chicken rice yummm.

was damn misty that night i was so afraid that the theme park would close on the next day pray very hard and bf being an asshole keep saying that it will not opened ): how can he crashed my little heart and hope. And so we check in at 6pm OMG FINALLY MAN, and the room is so small n is the same as i go genting w band when i was sec 2! went to first world plaza to walk around and we decided to go Ripley believed it or not! AMAZING, and we spent 1hr30mins walking inside quite worth the money hehehe but some of the things was kinda gross especially the man bitten by the shark ew.

still got more photos but i too lazy to post them all up, will upload all at fb soon ;) hunt for food after that and we spent damn long deciding what to eat and so ya end up we settle at shanghai 10! food was alright only guess the best is the teh tarik ._. and boyfriend's expectation for food is so high so hard to satisfied him go eat mac sua.

these are the memories mannnnnn, the place we sat when we end our band competition that time aw. went back room for a dump and we went to coffee bean at resort, omg my knee is giving me so much problem must be the old injury sigh x 100000 was having difficulty walking i felt my knee gonna break off soon oh man i still 20 don't do this to me .. oh awesome chill out at coffee bean w the accompanied of hot chocolate & brownie aw sweet .

and that's the end of day 1. xx

waves

2011-12-23T13:10:00.002+08:00

the day when both of us happened to wear the same red tops, black shorts and black slippers. i was so embarrassed to walk beside him can. and oh that day went to airport to send my parents off to shaolin shi, envious much why i never go with them but o well all adults i think even i went i will not feel any fun at all. anyway december was a great one just ended my 11 days of leave and went to Genting w bf finally just both of us heh. Genting was an awesome one even though i went there fourth times alrdy but its a vrigin trip for boyfriend! hope he had enjoy the whole trip with me ;) next year we shall aim further countries like england, old trafford? MUAHAHA k kidding. either korean or japan i will be more than happy and bangkok is a must go for next year. o yay i cant wait.

2011 is coming to the end in 8 more days, guess i shall write review and resolution this year, failed to do so last year well well well. k bye i shall post about the genting trip, and i still got numerous of things to post aa kill me.

Loves.

December

2011-12-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

Been two months since i updated my blog, still halfway updating the port dickson post and my birthday post ): hopefully i can squeeze some time out to update gahhh. my 11 days leave days had started, the feeling of stoning everyday make me happy. But kinda sad was my parents went to shaolin shi fuck how i hope i am with them now ): got to do housework and look after my brother everyday. but i believed he is old enough to look after himself therefore im still outside now hehe. will be going to genting next week w bf great, his virgin trip to there thanks to me ;) wanna go bkk so much but on tight budget now. open a saving acc for myself so that i can really force myself to save money. 11 more days to Christmas, can't wait! had never celebrate Christmas eve w bf before in my life, hope it will be a great one. relationship had been kinda rocky last week, i glad we made it through guess our love is still going strong despite how fierce we fight and quarrel. sigh am still a bad girlfriend after all, same goes to him (: (: (: jk. tell me how to maintain a r/s with no quarrel at all. ):

o well shall stop being naggy.

shall give my dear sister a big love, and thanks for appearing immediately in front of me when i need you the most, am so touched loves. and to adrian chong jik fatt, despite how fierce we fight i still love you let's work hard together xoxo

k bye

end of october

2011-10-26T01:38:00.003+08:00

though many things happened between us these few days but no matter what happened i still love you just the way you are, remember our love will always be strong. let's walk these rough path together xoxo i will change for a better i know im a worst girlfriend you have but i will make myself worth it for you. thanks for treating me like princess though i not deserve for it. but rmb i appreciate much and never had take it for granted. last but not least sorry for what happened for the past few days. iloveyou.

rushed

2011-10-20T12:26:00.002+08:00

2011 is coming to the end soon and that's mean i going to turn 20 soon

hope time would stop now

goodbye.

glutton

2011-10-15T00:18:00.007+08:00

went to jaybee w love on my off day o yay happy little kid decided to have manhattan fish market over at KSL first time there shyyyyyy.

order oreo kaboom fried mushroom seafood platter for 2 o the fried mushroom was so heavenly love it to the max food at there was awesome :D great lunch w boyfriend hehehe walk around help my sister to get her polaroid film and iphone casing for my bro am a good sis heh. went back sg acc love to cut his hair aw so sad his hair is so short naow. back to his home dye hair play iphone game like so little kids and ban mian for our dinner! went back home to fetch jj and sis to golden mile! envious max they going genting how i hope i am with them now. k what a sweet day w love :D

previous night we went over to chomp chomp to have local food like you know stingray lala kangkong fried oyster wanton mee was so fucking full like gwad i can't even move my body after that. have a long chat w love after that ;)

k that's all am getting rounder and rounder oh no n am drinking milk tea every single day fattening max /: update soon kthxbai

love, even though many things happened these few days i know i understand i forgive i apologize. i love you and i really do. i hope our love will go strong ;)

one more day

2011-09-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

one more day love is back omg can't wait to see him and i hope he bought like hell loads of presents for me muahehehe but i bet he never oh well bo xim;( k kidding hope he come back safely hehe had alrdy work 2 full months really can't wait to save enough of money to study uni i wanna study business management though i got no idea whether this course will be useful to me in the future but it's alright i interested in it shall give myself 1 year of time to save money i still young who care hehehe. i want to be rich next time leh muahahahaha k shall stop dreaming shall work hard for it;) bangkok this dec can't wait aaaaa another oversea trip w love, shall plan it sui sui, and end of this month will be the company annual conference. oh ya me sis and corn will having a birthday celebration over at marina bay sands! though it will be focus on his birthday but oh well can't wait, wanna go up sky park and sun tanning for 24hrs, k im kidding.

that's all loveeeeeeeeeeeee faster come back xx ♥

10days

2011-09-23T01:02:00.005+08:00

♥ i missing you ♥

updates

2011-09-22T23:59:00.015+08:00

ello my new hair hehe and it is so short now that my hair no longer touching my butt when im in the toilet boo hair growww. anyway today is the third day love at aus missing him so much life without him sucks k shall update a bit now ;)

Had pizza hut on friday satisfied my craving for cheesy mushroom :D am a happy kid hehehe and we went to playground for the swing slide and spider web weee great night spend w love;)

and on sat meet love at amk after my work and we randomly went to jack place for our dinner gwad first time there like a excited only hehe. order jack's special and complete the meal, so smurfylicious the beef was omfg tender and raw and melting love it to the max flying.

LOOK AT THE BEEF, order medium rare and love was like whuttt i wanna try rare(?) next time hehe. treat love for that meal. back to love house and i coma like omg i think love gonna be mad at me for sleeping immediately when i reached his house.

and so sat i ended my work at 2.45pm cos i claim my hours off happy kid my dear bf waited for me at my workplace and we went jb after that. huang yiting was spamming me w the photos of bunny and this is how my bunny look like after months still as cute as ever still as fat as ever aaa really hope i can just bring my bunny home one day. miss bibi so much ;(

planned to have kim gary over at city square but changed our mind when we chanced upon zen shabu shabu and love commented that kim gary look somehow like hk cafe so well anyway the steamboat is calling me over too hehehehehe.

EVERYTHING WAS SO AWESOME SO HEAVENLY THE BEEF THE PRAWN THE SALMON JUST MELT IN MY MOUTH ONLY. and the vegetable sweeten the soup like aww i literally flying after every bite, and best thing was satisfied my craving for hot & spicy soup after days. i wanna go back again probably bringing my sister along i know she will love to death muahehehe.

was so bloated after that we went to walk the whole place before going back, then we washed his car packed his luggage by the time it was 3am and like again i sleep like a pig ._.

monday early in the morning acc my dear sis for interview at raffles place, then to love's at 12pm the last time he gonna cook for me before he fly. DAMN YUMMY LUNCH, can't wait for him to be back and cook for me again hehe. waited for him at woodland till he finished his sax lesson, and went causeway for a walk. ;) meet the girls at iluma after that. had an awesome catch up w tinghui hwanling shuhui and sis hehehe.

next day morning 7am sent lovey and his family to airport, the departing part was sad ;( and a strong girl still waving happily goodbye to him, and he suddenly stuffed me this letter shocked to the max oh my gwad anyway i gave him the letter the night before too must be copy me. went home sleep bathe work udder w sis at united sq.

next day huang yiting surprised me at my workplace w SUBWAY omfg i was stunned til am so speechless she still can happily told me oh im at vivo city walking around looking at bag the fuck acc her to club after work because she was so emo ;( and she was high after that -_- home sweet home at 3.

Cut my hair today it was an improtu to cut my whole hair okay la i felt it so much better too at least my hair is so much smoother now;) love it heh and i need to dye my hair.

spent the whole afternoon at mac w sis and shuhui entertaining ourselves with this smurf from the happy meal, great catch up and laughing session lovesssss ♥

pastamania after that at town w sis and ben

k that's all update soon

months

2011-09-16T01:37:00.005+08:00

been working full time for 1month plus i guess and work is really boring for me i mean like nothing to do might be good if you see it differently but i just like to pile up with work n i hate to do nothing sigh, and distance wise is really a torture to me though love is fetching like 3times per week but still. oh well been thinking should i go for uni next year i dont want to just stuck at diploma and that's all, that will make my life so meaningless. i wanna go for more at least a degree in management(?) but what i can do now is just save up money first got to do a lot of self-discipline. there are so many thing i wanna do in mind, this year is my last teen hope to do more and play more before i reach 20s hehehehe. times flies when i look back at photos during year 1 and i can never imagine how things will turned up be when i graduate from year 3 and now i am. i hope to do big things in future but i dont know what i can do still thinking about it. just hope i can save save and save more money. wanna clear all my debts before this year end not gonna bring any debts to next year aaa bad luck i think. and i want to make this year end bangkok trip a success one i want to shop until there's no tomorrow hehehehe.

love is leaving to Australia in 4 days time aaaa gonna be a emo one for me, firstly i left him for 23 days, then we had oversea trip for 8 days together now he is leaving me for 10days. i can't imagine how things will be like without him at singapore. i going to be real independent in these 10days. oh no no one gonna fetch me to work :p i hope he buy 1 year supply of chocolate for me hehe how great will that be. hope this teddy fat bear take good care of himself and be responsible enough to keep himself safe and round and sound for me;) enjoy alrighty miss me hehe. i think i will be a lost kid after sending him off to airport.

overall our r/s is still good and standing strong though we fight we quarrel we tear but still he always give in to me the next day muahehehe k appreciate much. soon we going to be 9months weee o wee ooo ;)

iloveyou♥

Working life

2011-08-17T18:44:00.001+08:00

Been starting work for 2 weeks alrdy, mentally drained is the only word that can describe the current me and I don't have enough of sleep every single day what's worst was that I am sickkkk whyyy make me more tired only. Gahhh I hope i can just lie on the sofa and stone for the whole day. I owe love and mum total of $1800 wa kill me k. K la get back to work update soon. And I think I am fucking useless shall not mention alrdy. Bye

Happy 7th months ♥

2011-08-10T08:41:00.001+08:00

Can't believe that we are together for 7 months alrdy and we've been meeting everyday since the day we got together of course excluding the time I went to china! Anyway we had a simple dinner over at fish & co yummy yummy am a happy kid. Then we planned to head over to Mbs to catch the firework but end up I was in my little own world when I chanced upon this stationary island where they have all the diary and notebook which are so cute aw aw aw thus we were very late and couldn't find any parking lots at ms damn sad k. Wanna head over to bugis to try our luck but the firework started when we were at ecp nevertheless it was damn romantic muaheehee thanks teddy bear for the effort! after that love decided to give me saxophone lesson over at my house like finally hehe am a clever student muahaha and that's sum up our 7th month and national day ♥

August

2011-08-08T16:40:00.003+08:00

can't believe it is august naow and i so glad that i find myself a full time job thanks to love. and oh i shall upload photo of me and sis since i always upload photo of ADRIAN CHONG only. hehehe anyway MY WORKPLACE is goddamn far but me and love came to a agreement that he will fetch me to work on sat and sun, and fetch me home on wed & in return i will pay 1/4 of his petrol muaheeheeheehee. wanna go australia w love so much in the coming sept but i doubt i am able take leave, even though i feel like taking unpaid leave but im a new staff and i will leave a bad impression i guess so. walao go emo one corner alrdy, i dont care he must buy 1 year supply of chocolate for me! hehe. k la might gg oversea in oct, and I MUST GO BANGKOK IN THIS DEC I FUCKING DONT CARE I MUST GO PLAN AND MAKE IT SUCCESS. oh and my car pract will be on next monday fml i still drive so badly i gonna prepared to fail again i think im a loser la why i can't face the tester why why why i shall imagine their face are food meaheehee ok la shall stop talking rubbish k bye update soon :D

taiwan loves

2011-07-13T19:16:00.003+08:00

HI am back from taiwan, these 8days with love was really an awesome one from his band rehearsal to their concert to their repertoire session to touring around chaiyi to going night market and more night markets to sun moon lake to eating and eating for non stop to walking and walking like zombie to watching sun set at yu ren ma tuo to having scary boat ride from dan shui to yu ren to celebrate our 6months at taipei 101 to having first train ride together to going temple and temple to eating at toilet restaurant to exploring lots of weird stuffs to become two round balls back to singapore and many more :D though taiwan is not what we expected in the end but still it is great to be w love at oversea :D gonna love him deep deep hehehe i swear i gonna update the taiwan blog post day by day cause it's a beautiful memories. shall wait k bye

♥

taiwan here i come

2011-07-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

oh hi will going to taiwan w this teddy bear in less than 24hours weeee though is not going oversea w him alone but still an excited kid virgin oversea trip w boyfriend hehe. gonna shop and eat until i die at there muaheeheehee can't wait my saliva is drooling naow :Q___ really thanks love for helping me so much so that i able to go w him. oh damn scare i bringing not enough money there leh should be enough right oh no pray hard. k shall go pack my luggage soon o wee gonna jump around the house like a small kid *wriggles eyebrow

♥teddy bear thanks for everything you did to me you are the best i love you so much and will never want to lose you at all.

hello july

2011-07-01T11:27:00.002+08:00

july is here and that's mean half a year is gone just like that. felt like i've been rotting and doing nothing these few months really wonder when can i start getting full time paid ): TP is on aug 15 like a good date please hope i can pass if i can't even pass auto i think i will just not drive forever. i guess my life is boring nothing much to update k byeeee.

sugarish

2011-06-18T03:41:00.002+08:00

ello like again failed to update like what i always said. that's really suck. these one month had been quite gooooood, went for sng jiajun 21st birthday and it was a really a blast all thanks to the pool party everyone were jumping into the pool and doing stuns like free. and next was grad ceremony it was really a memorable one all thanks to kangling minghan cheryl ong ryan and kin. planking superman harry potter w their wands lighten up the whole boring ceremony. i hopeeeee i will get to upload the photos up soon but seeing the amount of time i am staying at home i doubt i will able to do so ): 15 more days to taiwan trip, i living $0 everyday. really very thankful to love for helping me these and that, and he never failed to be at there when i need him. i appreciate it very much, thanks teddy bear+squirrel+chipmunks+pig hehehehehe. and oh i finally starting my driving lesson and i change to auto hehehehehe hopefully i can pass this time round please and next is to get my eye enhancement done and and i went for interview at mbs for admin job got to wait for 2weeks hopefully i can get in please pray hard! oh well nothing much update again i hope so

bye {:

♥'s 27th

2011-05-10T02:25:00.012+08:00

MORE TO GO :D

MORE TO GO :D

away

2011-05-02T01:57:00.002+08:00

some people smile because it is the best way to hide everything away

rusty

2011-04-26T18:56:00.002+08:00

ello been abandon this blog for goddamn long, idk where to start from i got 1k+ of photos from china, another 600+ of photos from design show and such how am i gonna start gwaddd pull my hairrr & remind to myself i must upload all these i dont care urgh. beeeen back from china for 2 weeks+ alrdy? life was really awesome at there and i missing the food there alrdy, and design show was a blast i swear so hype n high :D oh i officially broke now, CAN YOU IMAGINE I ONLY GOT $2 fml fml fml i need to work more pretty please any intro? who ask stewarding pay so well that i dont want to leave there. i mean like you just work like eh 3 or 4 days you will get $3xx easy money i must say. but the only problem is that it is so hard to work every day i can only sit at here and pray hard that there will be big functions every single day. boo. i need to save really hard for taiwan trip w love hi money please drop from the sky thank yew k whatever money come to mama :D and school started but no more for meeeee how sad but i gonna make a trip down to eat my chicken chop and teh bing real soon *wriggle my eyebrow

kbye shall update soooooon on jalbee trip w love and girls session at korean bbq ♥ this is called love hehehehe

counting down

2011-04-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

5 more days i will be back can't wait :D

china

2011-03-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

little updates from china! currently at nan an the city. gwad idk how to update anyway wait for me to back to sg and i will do a proper full update. weather is freezing cold at here my little hands and little feet are always freezing and numb oh went to few places with awesome scenery and had an awesome shopping at da city happy little kids will be back to village tomorrow havent yet went to the rivelut but i guess is vereh dirty naowszxs village life is good so carefree and peaceful n three meals at 8am 1pm 6pm wake up early sleep early hope i can slim down hehehe. i miss my love so badly how i hope i can see him real soon sigh 17 days to go gwad k update soon.

miss me alrighty ^^

goodbye love

2011-03-14T20:16:00.003+08:00

am flying in 12hours time, goodbye singapore and hello to china for 23days gonna love this trip especially the village life at there. will be missing my love badly ive been seeing him for 78days every single day without failed and now i won't be able to see him for 23 days gwadddd. anyway love please take care of yourself and keep fighting in your work, event, band, private students and everything k. i will support you no matter what. love you. and oh ya i gonna see my mummy after 2weeks! will miss everyone goodbye. ♥

final update

2011-03-14T11:11:00.012+08:00

Hello a final update before i fly to chinaaaaa!

K start off with the submission of fyp! we submit one hour before the submission time the feeling was damn awesome! love our packaging a lot hehehe! FYP just ended like that in four months, thinking back when we just started doing the pre production work to now, everything just passed damn fast >: im sorry for the bad audio sigh )':

anyway we had like a so called celebration after the submission, met some of stoners in the evening for dinner. had hotpot culture with sis caiyun yiling jiayi james kangling minghan kin guansan newell and jj! dinner was really awesome because jj was dare to scream in the restaurant and he will get $10 and he really screamed! laughed like mad and next was choosing for the movie was really damn epic HAHAHA.

awesome day with them (:

So after fyp was when me and sis keep chionging work! like damn shag wanna aim $600 in two weeks end up i only managed to aim $400 in 6 days): and fuck i spent until i left with $200 now FUCK!

aw yiting damn cute for climbing up to the heavy trolley to eat! ^^

k i realized that i hardly post about my dating with love, so shall update everything at one go! anyway i don't remember when is when so ya.

i guess this was on a friday night? me and love went to airport to chill at da starbucks! love going airport with him cos is an awesome place to talk hehehe.

my little cute bear bear {:

i guess this was eh three or two weekends ago? acc love to ion to repair his poor laptop which decided to die on him for million of timeszsxzs.

WOOO my color damn obvious at here i like (Y) anyway shit i forget where we go after that um did we went to have lunch? gwad i forget already shit shit shit. k fuck can't remember it already so anyway bought bubble tea and then we went to amk area there to fix his car light!

i think he is a happy kid after that ha ha ha ha ha, went back to his house for awhile before heading to hougang mall to have ajisen ramen for our dinner! am a happy kid love told me every sat is restaurant day lolololol. had not been eating ajisen ramen for 2 years i guess damn fucking long k k k k k.

sis came to find me after that and we went to ecp to find ben! acc love to watch soccer and man u 4-0! i think love must be a happy kid again. went home at 2am+ hoho.

i forgot when was this when i randomly drew this for him hehe a surprise for him! and last week he played saxophone for me like finally! thanks for keeping your promise to play before i fly and he teach me toooooooo ^^ so interesting am a clever girl hehe.

this was when love save his money for repair his laptop and he treat me to fish&co! wee happy kid ^^

and this was some day in last week when we went to watch no strings attached! damn awesome!

this was last last saturday when love cook lunch for me! SO SWEET OF HIM! we went to ntuc to shop for the ingredients and back to his house to cook. the food taste very nice i like ^^

after eating i just went to sleep until evening time while love was doing his work, busy boy. decided to went to pizza hut for dinner damn happyyyyyyyy i was craving for my curry zazzle for damn long! and after movie we went to catch gnome and juliet! aw so cute and funneh! starbucks session after that with love till 2am+ we went home.

LOVE DATING WITH LOVE LOVE ^^

went to cut hair with shuhui sis ly jj on um wednesday! FUCK K THE LADY CUT MY FRINGE DAMN SHORT AND LOOK LIKE BANGS AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A NERD ): sucks k.

anyway me and shuhui went to soup spoon to slack talk and we walked around suntect city after that.

bedok 85 with love at night and happy two months love (:

thursday had EE briefing and screening at school. thanks love for sending me to school and we had mac breakfast in da car ^^. gwad realized that it was not compulsory me and sis decided to leave after that. waited for jj to come and fetch us out!

fetched shuhui and we went to TM for lunch at pastamania. went teoheng after that while waiting for love to come and find me! awesome day with love like finally! keep laughing like mad hehe.

friday went to shopping with sis at far east and then bugis with shuhui joined in!

had white town coffee with sis and it taste sucks to the max fucking hell la wasted our money >: sis went to buy her flatz before heading to the bugis and i fell into a small drain with metal bars inside! nice one my blood just drip to the floor ._. thanks huang yiting for helping me to buy plaster!

so ya met shuhui at bugis and we went bugis street to shop for my stuffs for china! had like super quick shopping cos i was damn lazy to walk already. went burlington sq to bough film, Polaroid film and memory card!

head to the wilkie edge to have dinner at daebak! DAMN NICE K, and red mango next ^^ chilled at the starbucks and i acc love to have dinner first. back to the starbucks and we went home at 10pm+.

went home and love went to airport for his stuffs. waited for love to be back before heading to bed hehe! awesome day out. hearts it ♥

sat went to groom my rabbit finally la! had lunch at yishun there while waiting for the rabbit, thanks love accompany me. went home to put my rabbit and then amk hub to buy tickets for "ghost". and wee had koi ice cream milk tea! the movie was alright only la quite funny though. went back to love's house to slack while waiting for sis to be okay.

went kenyih's birthday at 11pm. pan pacific was damn cool and the room was damn nice!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TKY! BROTHER FOREVER K! HAHA.

chilled for awhile n back to love house.

sunday afternn had sakae sushi w love at hougang point! heheheh happy kid been craving for sushi! went the cathay to catch mars need moms! awesome and touching movie! hoho. went home and had dinner with dad sis jj at the fish head steamboat there. went united sq at night and met shuhui! love's house after that and watched soccer with him again! oh yea man u win love is a happy kid again!

k so the naggy and long post shall end here! bye.

valentine day ♥

2011-03-01T00:21:00.005+08:00

14.02.11

i guess this is the first time that i officially celebrate valentine's day meaheehee happy little kid.

anyway in da early afternoon me and sis went to raffles place to settle the visa thingy for china wah fuck stupid china people knn fucking dulan them la. so ya anyway after settling went to acc sis to find her wrapping paper for jj's present before heading to the cathay to find the NP guys.

watch just go with it with them and the show was really awww so sweet, chilled outside for awhile before waiting for adrian chong jik fatt to finish teaching his band.

firstly love surprised me with this roses, followed by letter, royce chocolates and lastly a big present which i guess is a bear inside! I WAS LIKE FLOODED BY HIS PRESENTS IN FRONT OF MY SEAT ._. but really so sweet of him thanks i appreciate it a lot.

had double dating with sis & jj and we head to vivo to find foooood, walked for like couple of times and we really couldn't think of what to eat end up we went to marina square to have swensens(?) wheee been craving for damn long.

so after the dinner we wanna had K session but it was like so fucking exp so we gave up the thought and went to chill around. me and love walked to pan pacific hotel hoping to take the lift up to level 40++ which i tried before but this time i dont dare and dont think can go in ): so yea loiter outside for awhile.

sis and jj went home while me and love head to this idk what park which got fucking lots of earthworm and millipedes gwadddd. fucking bad things happened but well im sorry for destroying this awesome day, i dont want to but sigh.

wanna thanks love so much for giving me such an awesome day just because you know that i never have valentine day with bf before. i really appreciate it so much and hope you like my super failed gift! xoxo

with girls

2011-02-28T23:30:00.006+08:00

LOVE THIS MASCARA SO NICE SO PRETTY SO LONG HEEHEE.

ok this was on 12.02.11 i guess, went to da hair addicts with sis wanling and tinghui. tinghui was there just to acc all of us awww so sweet so yea me went for hair dying sis went for perming and wanling went for rebonding. long day in da salon and sucks that the color on my hair was not obvious at all so pissed off ):

finally after like i guess 4 hours+ we had our late lunch at this jap stall the food was not bad but the boss was damn humorous i swear! so yea girls session was awesome hoho

bid goodbye with my two dears and sis & me went to wilkie edge starbucks to find the NP guys they were studying at there till layyen msg us to acc her to ion hehe happy kids went ion for a short shopping with her.

love came to find me and we went back to wilkie edge to slack until the NP guys finished their stuffs. had punggol nasi lemak for late dinner awesome and that's all for the day.

been long since i update a proper post heehee valentine's post next one alright bye ^^

FINAL

2011-02-23T03:24:00.000+08:00

FINAL DASH

mixed feeling )':

1 more month 2 more weeks

2011-02-12T02:56:00.003+08:00

say hi to my new hair cut hehe but i dislike it a lot aw okay this year cny is suck and good. thought that reunion dinner will be a great one but it was so worst to me hate it so much w so many things happened on that day booo. But glad that i count down to cny w love at airport coffee bean w two small coffee and chicago cheese cake hohoho n chu 1, 2, and 3 was awesome because i spent it with love throughout the three days hehehe. catch homecoming and shaolin so aweseomeeeee finally 2 good movies w love. my 1st monthsary w love was at bliss having our late dinner aw so romantic atmosphere woo woo. i got hell loads of photos to upload but i pretty lazy urgh hope that i won't lose the interest of blogging next time and i still got my hk/macau trip post half way hanging in the draft alone aw poor thing.

got so many thing to update but i dont know what to write uh well i stuck. two more weeks to end of fyp so effing excited nervous sad happy worry scare yada yada and so on i should get back school real soon to eat the chicken chop w butter rice and grilled fish i swear i will miss it like hell after leaving this school. sadly but happily i won't be able to stay at china for one month cos needa rush back for design show and it will be held at vivo city excited kid.

am dying my hair tomorrow hoho excited kid lemme see what color should i choose reddish brown or chocolate mmmm

kbye note to myself is to treat someone better, wriggling my pathetic eyebrow.

9th ♥

2011-02-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

happy happy one month together my love
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

february love

2011-02-01T03:09:00.004+08:00

ellooooo things had been good and bad in jan, kinda neglect this little space but still will try to fill up everything real soon hopefully after cny hehe. oh sadly no angbao this year aaa my money got to work more to earn more allowance for myself. reunion dinner is tomorrow yipee steamboat here i come hoho. fyp counting down in 3 more weeks and did i said interim 2 was like a thousand and thousand of arrows shooting through us ouch my heart. sorry to nyam nyam production for such a poorly done audio. can't wait to get out of poly life but i am still troubling of what should i do after that. continue in this filming industry or no? or should i enjoy for a little while first? but glad that i got this one extra month to think carefully cos imma flying to china sooooon like in less than two months oh hi sheep cow dog duck chicken cat i coming hehehe. love have been treating me real good love you my bear bear hehehehe.

kthxbai.

09.01.11 ♥

2011-01-13T02:20:00.004+08:00

2011 i wish to be happier, and i believe for now it really come true. thanks and appreciate to those who been very supportive, and been talking and talking to me for the past two to three weeks, that's when i willing to put away everything that happened in the past and get a new start. felt so love by those people love you guys so much i swear.

though i still learning to gain back the trust that i lose away but i will try to speak whatever in my mind.

been so long that i felt so bless. i like when he bring me to different places to eat, drink, coffeebean/starbucks time. i like when he make sure that i am happy everyday or rather every moment. i like when he being so sweet to me though this is just the starting but hopefully this will continue. i like when he appreciate the moment we spent together.

ilu {:

but is it true when you gain something, you will lose something at the same time?

updates

2010-12-27T22:54:00.010+08:00

no updates for weeks and i suppose to finish writing the oversea post but i failed badly. have been very busy for these three weeks. productions, 13cells, and etc. and i shall update one by one since i having off day today!

firstly, video production 2 finally ended like 2 weeks ago. the critique session really sucks to the max i swear urgh. i hope i don't fail again if not i sure will just quit school sua.

The start of 4days of production! this will be the last production in poly life, i will remember and miss these days. it've been good to work with nyam nyam productions during these days. so much fun and laughter especially at punggol drive (:

anyway, this is the first day of production at caiyun house. first day was smooth even though we overrun for 1 hour. imma sound woman and i was so stress ha ha.

second day of production at the primary school, void deck and carpark!

Eldora our talent as the daughter, she is damn cuteeeee! ^^

some thing happened but was fine after that, we overrun for like five hours due to the rain and such. end up we decided to continue scenes at punggol on the next day!

Third day of production at punggol drive!

was really damn fun at punggol drive, things went smoothly and such. i was like stuck behind the van the whole day and i almost can't stand properly after that! after finished up everything, we went really crazy doing all sort of car stuns as if we had ended our production!

Fourth day of productions at caiyun house again

the whole day was rather emo because it was the killing and crying scenes. they were trying ways to cry, and the best part was james talking to eldora trying to make her cried, and she really did. the whole scene was damn saddening. and yea finally finished everything! production just ended in four days time. hopefully we will not do any reshoot or what.

had dinner at coffee shop and really had a good laugh over a lot of things. and kangling was crazy that few days!

18th decemeber, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MUMMY.

had a small celebration that day, it was after the second day of production. went to espirit to buy a top for mummy and rushed home for steamboat session. wee happy kid finally get to eat steamboat after months, and then we had cake cutting session. love you my mother.

this was i guess 2 or 3 weeks back, when sis was admitted to hospital.

actually everything was damn unexpected, sis had been feeling very unwell for weeks and her body became paler and paler each day. she was so pale that you will start to wonder where the fuck did her blood went.

finally she went to polyclinic but they did nothing at all. but one day we supposed to went for morning class but i suddenly fell sick and she is unable to go to school alone so we decided to take MC together. initially she just wanted to take MC that's all but when the doctor saw her, she totally stunned and immediately wrote a refer letter to TTSH, and asked her to go to A&E immediately if not she might have danger.

she never expect anything as she thought she only did some body check up and could go home that day, but doctor said she must be hospitalized as her blood sugar is damn fucking low. normal 19years old girl should be 12.0, but her blood sugar is 6.1.

at first she damn stubborn la dont want to stay and those. the nurses doctors everyone asked her to stay, walao the doctor said until damn dulan la! LOL. ask mummy daddy to come down those and finally she agreed to stay.

first night she had her blood transfusion. many people visited her the first night and i slept at there until 12am as i was having very high fever. damn fucking hell wanna die already. second night i stay to the morning till to something happened, walao my stomach pain like fuck that day i swear it was damn pain till i wanna die already.

k i lazy to elaborate more alrdy anyway she did her stomach scan and big intestine scan on 2nd and 3rd day. but fuck sia everything seem to be okay, suppose to check small intestine next but they just let her discharge the fourth day.

anyway me and jj went to temple with kl's mother before going to hopsital to fetch her. totally never expect that she will hospitalized for four days, longer than chalet kkkkkkkk. she happy little kid can go home finally haha!

but now everything since to come back again, she getting very pale again fuck sia but she will be going for small intestine scan on jan. sigh pray hard please.

ok the 13cells event is damn fun despite being hot and stuffy in the cells, i shall not said much first and update the photos if not i will spoilt the fun hehehehe. but i dont like giving out flyer la but nevermind dont have liao.

6 more days to go, today and tmr is my off day. i will miss this event for sure because i missing it now already. PEOPLE PLEASE COME LEH, me and shuhui said that if we saw someone we know confirm hug them one! but shuhui not working already sad little kid ):

k some random things to update, i think i never post about my rabbit before right. anyway she with me for 1month plus going to two months already hehe. she is a attitude rabbit i swear, throwing tantrum and such sometimes i bth her la seriously. if she is hungry she will attract our attention like crazy, and she will ran, jump and cling to the cage staring at you. once she got her food, she will just totally ignore you.

but still i love my bibi fucking cute ^^

k la i dont think i got anything to update already shall update soon after 13 cells event end.

and oh i spend my christmas in the cell awesome or what lol.

bye {:

fuck

2010-12-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

I'm tired, fucking tired of everything.

fuckyea

2010-11-30T01:19:00.003+08:00

fuckyea say bye to my thick hair and long fringe yo and i finally decided to upload the macau/hk post in my next post lalalalalalala.

fucking hate vid pro 2 la i always late doesn't mean i don't put any effort in it k i do most of the stuffs so yea fuck up la. and today my head was so fucking pain to the extend that i fucking vomit. my appetite is going down and down aw but why my weight doesn't seem to go down depressed liao lor shall go one corner grow mushroom ._.

anyway met alvin they all together with sis and shuhui on sat! why they all so funny one cannot stop laughing throughout the drinking session at brewerkz! awesome hanging out ^^ great to be friend i appreciate though hehehehehe.

k bye goodnight.

<(._. )> <( ._.)>

waving goodbye with my fat body yoooooooooooooooooo.

kill me tyvm

2010-11-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

fuck leh i still got so many things to post fuck man how TT but i can't even fucking squeeze any time out to post i swear i will fucking regret when i read back in the future and realize i got so many things to write fuck sia. i swear if i have one whole day staying at home nothing to do i gonna write and upload every thing up here.

anyway met up with wanling yesterday to sing k and after 3 hours i went to join alvin andrew and his friend and again another 3 hours! hoho met up with alvin again~

and i went to audition for a job that you can earn fucking 1k for working 10 days heeeeeee~

k interim 1 in two more days all the best and fuck man why vid pro 2 like totally different fml for retaking again knn.

kbye update soon.

19th ♥

2010-11-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

ah fucking busy coming soon k >:

FYP IS DRAINING OUR ENERGY AWAY, and i need to work so badly.

i fucking hate to sleep everyday at 5 or 6 in the morning for the PAST TWO WEEKS. fml i need to sleep early. having fever now i.i

ok i will edit this post again with details and photos loves loves

kthxbai.

if only,

2010-11-04T00:19:00.003+08:00

EDITED WITH PHOTOS

fucking hell, i got hell load of things to blog, the picnic outing with moi peeps which was 3weeks ago, macau/zuhai/hk/shengzhen trip, kpop night concert and halloween to update but i don't have time to do so. this blog supposed to note down the memories, hate it when i dont have time to do so.

sad x 1000000000000

oh well little things to say.

I pass my napfa! oh yea i can't believe i did it better than sec school times i guess i mad to try not to stop at all when running 2.4km and i did it :D hoho.

halloween at sentosa was really awesome hehe :D k i will update this post w photos soon, hopefully.

i just finished my presentation for fyp today, as usual kena shoot like there's no tomorrow. oh well. we did lots of random stuff at LT:D

me and sis met up with alvin and andrew i guess last week after almost 2 years? i glad we are friend now and we went for fishing and supper yo so funsxzzscsx. k photos soon.

actually i can update this little posts now but i am too lazy to transfer all the photos to my com ._.

oh ya, officially quit petit bowl, and start working at mbs stewarding.

though i got a lot of feeling for petit bowl, especially the happiness of looking at those little cute babies. but i really angry with the new system. knn i late 17 mins and i minus 2hours of pay?! and if you late for more than 30 mins, that's mean no show. fucking angry ok, every time i work i put my best to hit the target of the day, and end up oh well.

YES I BELONG TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS LATE ONE, i know i the one who are in wrong, not suppose to late for work. But i just can't kick this bad habit away, so i guess i just have to quit this job if end up my pay is being minus off every time i work.

and, i fucking in need of money now, returning money, money for production, money for bangkok and china trip and money for tp. i don't even fucking dare to think earning money for shopping kkk. have to chiong working like mad one.

k bye, i need to sleep early tonight. had been sleeping in the morning for past four days my eye bag coming out soon D:

kpop concert night 2010

2010-10-30T02:22:00.003+08:00

wanna update the full post about kpop concert night 2010, but i got no time to do so >: soon alrighty.

onew ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i starting to feel stress about fyp, sigh x 100000000. just the starting, many unhappy things happened )':

bye.

bye i flying

2010-10-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

hi i flying off to macau and hongkong in 5hours time! miss me people will be back on 21st oct :D

if you want me to get anything for you tweet me please hehe.

BYE^^

ben's chalet

2010-10-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

wanna update a full post about ben's chalet but i got no time at all to write so before i skip this post i shall write a short one with just one photo.

3 days 2 nights chalet at downtown east was an awesome one, been long that i have a awesome chalet. laughing like mad, playing polar bear/murderer, circle of death (?) the drinking game, bbq, wild wild wet, Polaroid photos taking party, the guys exercise in the middle of night after drinking, girls talking session, screaming and shouting and whatever that made people complained us for three times & almost cause us to kick out from the chalet.

oh well i think that's all i can remember, hopefully i able to update a full post with photos i neeeeed time >:

k bye!

visual media ♥

2010-10-13T00:39:00.005+08:00

hi guys internship had officially came to the end, these three months had been great and kind of enjoyable. didn't knew that these three months had learned so much things that i didn't get to learn at school and what's best was having free lunch every day, meeting those celebrities, going up to sky park, enjoying at those suites and even get the chance to go in president suite. maybe i should count myself lucky even though i failed to get in to oak 3 in the first place. i like it when i get the chance to grab the ex3 and dslr out for shoot awesome hehe.

though there's time i was being disturb and felt kinda pissed off but i kind of use to it. anyway, the farewell lunch at rice table and irish pub were really awesome^^ all the visual media team went out together at town area. i will miss everyone at here, hope to see everyone soon when i help out in the photo shoot next time (:

thanks to angela, perry, erwan, khairul, stephen, jeff, joanne, azlitah, Jeremy, daniel, michelle, yasin, ami, shuan and marvin for guiding me through these 3 months, and of course sham for interning with me at mbs.

will miss every single of you people.

so the rest of the photos down here!

and say bye to my mbs card! i still can remember when i first came in everyone was LOL at my red eyes after lasik, and they will laugh at my hair because it was like so messy as this photo was for client to look at it! ha ha.

k that's it.

AND I GOT BACK MY GPA RESULT KNNBCCB I FAILED MY VIDEO PRODUCTION 2 WHAT THE HELL IS THIS, should not late for so many times sigh x 100000. but i still can't believe at p3 oh my god ha ha i dont know should i be happy or what :/

k 3 more days to macau/hongkong hehe bye.

death

2010-10-04T00:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday suppose to be a very normal day, meeting shuhui up for a haircut at her house area, having korean bbq w sis shuhui ky that he introduce which really taste damn awesome (Y), went klub with shuhui and all i did was just dance a bit enjoying the music. shuhui and her friends fucking high man. went to find yiting and ky fetched us to power house but i totally don't feel like going at all, coincidentally mh they all can only sign in 2 people so me and ky just went off.

i went to find james and cosina, and we were chilling up at this pump room, fucking awesome place to chill so ya da ya da. left me and james, both of us came to the sun planet coffee(?) to have supper. awesome man we talked a lot of stuffs and i heard some really unpleasant news from him ): this is life.

such a normal day until ky fetched me back to vivo to fetch sis. after dragging and dragging he decided to send shuhui home first. The rain was so heavy to the point that we can't even see the road ahead of us. i dont know why at that point of time i felt damn uneasy, especially when jj itchy hand turned up the volume like real loud, the rain splattered loudly on the car, the very noisy sound when the car speed past the pool of water. what came through my mind was jj please turned down the volume like immediately. but he only turned down A LITTLE BIT only, i insisted him to turn down more. before he did anything, suddenly the car was swinging left to right at very high speed, what i saw was railing and car and railing and car. at first i thought he was playing trying to change lane but when i saw jj and his expression i was like okay we going to happen accident at any moment.

THE MOST EPIC ONE WAS THE RAILING RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. but in the end he was calm enough and managed to pull the steering wheel back and stable down, but the steering wheel almost lose control couple of times until we change lane. i was like don't stay at right lane anymore, the stupid right lane is flooding >:

walao after that i was laughing for non stop i mean like when you think back the whole situation was very funny. during that moment, i wanna hold on to something but there's nothing to let me to hold at all as i was sitting at the middle of the back seat! i guess me and shuhui were the only who were very calm, because she thought he was playing with car so she was just stoning down there, and i kinda predicted already. yiting super cute la she damn traumatized after that and she just squeeze me all the way HAHA.

and some really amazing things happened, our mothers called us at the same timing except for jj's mum! ha ha ha ha ha.

all of us reached shuhui's house downstair, and ky was like cannot already must come down to smoke and calm himself down. WALAO I REALLY CANNOT STOP LAUGHING HAHAA AND NOW I WRITING THIS I AM SITLL LAUGHING LOL.

i mean like it kinda amazing that all of us were still able to stand at the carpark and laughing about it thinking, hey we are still alive, we were so close to death just now. 90km/hr speed at such a heavy rain crashing into railing, i guess the rate of surviving will be so little.

k enough of writing, that few seconds of moment was really such a experience, that's why i writing everything down for this thrilling, exciting and amazing memory.

and in case of anything happen, i love all of you no matter who you are.

5 MORE DAYS TO END OF SIP, i will miss everyone.

and btw i send my resume to a production house, i wondered whether i will regret it or not? i'm still thinking is this industry that i wanna be in the future?

oh well bye {:

short updates

2010-09-26T23:00:00.006+08:00

Jay park~

on friday, we went to Fuse to shoot his ID. while waiting for our turn, angela asked me wanna take photo with jay park, since sham had photo with katy perry! i was like okay lor. ha while setting up the cam, stephen took 2 photos of me with him but i only get one of it. i swear he look very cute in real life and his face was flawless ah ha!

the exposure went wrong suddenly and create a very harsh shadow. thus explain the photos above. The other photos were perfect man.

after the shoot, jay park went for his lunch and i took the EX3 cam together with stephen, we went outside A|X to wait for him. took some crowd shots as there were fans queueing outside. the in charge and security guards were talking to us, giving us info and which way he will be coming from. end up he change his way, and the in charge was telling us to RUN RUN RUN. FUCK SIA, i just carried such a heavy cam to run and i almost died -o- .

so he reached A|X for fan and meet session, took some shots. at first the fans were standing side by side with him, then one of the fans held his hand, the others followed. and one hug him, everyone followed too! LOL.

anyway at night, had dinner at bedok simpan! finally meet up with girls so happy ^^

Thursday

had some shoot at TDR and my shoulder almost dropped for carrying the tripod and cam >:

AVALON GO AT NIGHT! saw some of the celebrities. i was falling asleep even though i was at SUCH A LOUD LOUD LOUD LOUD PLACE AND STANDING UP. was so happy when they said wrap everything at 2.45am oh yea if not we had to stay until 6am?!

oh ya the photo on top was taken from angela's facebook.

Wednesday, i can't rmb what i did during the day. had the shoot at night at TAGHeuer opening session. Jenson Button was at there too, and fucking lots of media were present. the worst thing was that, we asked them not to block our view later and they agreed. But when Jenson Button appeared, they just stood up and block our camera. so pissed off tsk.

k forgot what i did later already.

and the rest of the days i totally forgot what i did already so ):

Saturday, 250910

1 year just flew like that.

anyway plan to go wild wild wet but plan failed ): end up me sis and jj went teoheng. i think i fucking high already keep screaming only ._. shuhui came to join us at 7pm+!

met matt after that went to vivo, HUANG YITING LOST HER PHONE OMG ):

went to get our chop at PH and went for dinner after that. many people went, me sis shuhui wanling jj matt hao gabe lishun calvin and wayne they all.

AND SUDDENLY GOT THIS "LADY GAGA" PERFORMANCE OMG FUNNY MUCH LAUGHED AND CHEERED LIKE FUCK HAHAA (Y) anyway, we left at 2am+ because huang yiting was kinda seh. walao she funny leh she said she go drink a bit so that she will be high and end up she over high already. -o-

oh ya i rmb last saturday went to jiali's birthday chalet, and she combine with edmund, and i was so surprised and excited to see violet they all at there. and i realized that Edmund was ex-bendemeerian. fucking small world i swear!

say hi to my rectangle face hehe.

next day, sunday, went to changi airport to fetch jj as he was back from taiwan!

k that's all i can remember! alright update soon again bye hehe.

neglect

2010-09-23T01:43:00.003+08:00

fucking hell i had been neglect my blog for so many days i should be updating all the outing meet up and such we had but i totally have no time to type and upload all the photos. SIP is sucking my freedom energy and everything away. ): just give me one day at home i will do so. 2 more weeks to go babe i just wonder sometime am i happy to work in this filming industry or is it just because of different people i work with? i guess i have not shown my true side yet and ending up people thought that i have this type of character or whatsoever. but fuck la i just want to know whether i still have passion especially in production or not, BUT until now i still love going for production aiya whatever im confuse ):

k the only best things for now is i gonna see many many many celebrities for the next few days, ha ha Jay Park!

bye tmr and friday hardcore k Avalon, 7pm to 7am hoseh bo.

yen er ♥

2010-09-15T01:24:00.003+08:00

celebrate this birthday girl on 10th september. hehe mummy will always love you no matter what remember what i told you k^^

i got no time to upload the details and photos, soon alrighty? this two weeks will be fucking busy lining up with shoot shoot and more shoot, the best will be next thur fri sat sun, the avalon party! all the angmoh celebrities but i know none of them oh well k bye i sleeping soon.