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FINALLY MY INTERNET IS BACK.
great


monday-
today i went to where where where with shuhui, nadiah and alana
after that went here and there, have this and that
then at night we meet sis, yiling, featrice, james, xm, xm's gf and mh at jalan bersa.
then we do this and that.

( is there any wrong that i blog in this way? _l_ ) kns



anyway.

ran to a lot of places ytdy
listen to a lot of things
facing different reality.

really been thinking for whole day and night.

somehow i think through already le.
whatever is it, i just let it to be.
even though i still fucking stubborn about it.

really so thankful that mother is always at there for me to talk with and giving me so many advice.
i really felt so glad when mother said, "ten years is very short"

today-

you know ninja.
damn funny.

really felt so glad when edmund said "go enjoy and play to your fullest"
even though i know i wont.

learn a lot of things today

really cant wait to meet corn and aden.
idk what happening but i hope thing will go fine for aden
stupid corn never told me he getting engage
OMG
congrats la!

oh well
i got my pay from banquet finally and i immediately went to buy holga k200N.
jiajun damn funny keep on msg me and said DONT BUY HE WANT GIVE IT TO YITING FOR THEIR THIRD MONTHS.
inthend i still buy, essh idk them la damn irritating.
$115 :B

damn hardcore lor i bringing three camera to genting
one digital
one slr
one lomo

NICE.

time to brush up my photography skill.


okay i going off tmr lets hope i have fun alright
imagine i going to sit all the rides at theme park alone.
sad case right.
kuku.


okay photos times :D

henna :D
i just sat down and told the lady
"anything lor"
tadah !








lomo cam trip at haji lane :B




















yiling's fish eye taken at school. fire drill.
velvia 100, by yiling.

i really love jing wei
and i love him a lot

but no matter how much i love him
it doesnt change the fact
how much i done
thing wont go back to how it use to be

in fact i not doing anything much
what can i do?


i keep on looking back all the msg for the past five mths.



maybe i should learn not to put all my heart in
like what i had heard and saw.