Thursday, July 16, 2009

follow the heart


the bank statement came today and my parents found out about the 1k.

seriously i dont know how? i keep on denying and saying i dont know,
mother said she going to make police report.

wtf knnbcb.
seriously wish me all the luck okay.

i really dont have the courage to say the truth out.
in fact im not doing anything wrong, illegal or whatever shit.
im coward, i just dont have the courage.



i really dont know what's wrong with me these few days.
there's something bad happening to me for EVERY DAY.

i think i going to go mad.
i going to break down.


and this two months i have been feeling uneasy and living with fear.
why am i so soft-hearted in the first place?

i guess no one will know how i feel.



i know this day will come one day
but i didnt expect to be so soon.


my mother still alright, but i think my daddy will kill me.
seriously.
prepare to attend my funeral okay.


fuck fuck fuck fuck
how how how?



nevermind.

the most i kena scolding
the most i kena beating
the most i kena caning

the most i die.

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