do fate really change?

你们相信命运会改变吗?

命运是掌握在自己的手里?
还是早已被注定的?


我不是不相信你, 只是觉得难以置信.
为什么说变就能变?

我也不知道自己在想什么, 要什么.
我真的需要多一点时间想.

我应该陪你赌吗?
可是, 是一条命.
我不知道.

为什么为什么为什么为什么你愿意赌?
为什么你对我可以这么有信心,我却不知道对自己有多少信心.

我还是会认真的考虑.

not really in good mood these few days ):
damn stress you know till i buay tahan that i just burst out crying.
sibei regret crying because my eyes damn swollen.

felt damn damn damn irritating la your please stop telling me i buay tahan you know.


sigh there something i really dont wish to know but got no choice i have to know this coming weekend.
i dont know whether i should look forward to or not leh.

i wanna scream ):
seriously i dont know what i want.

should i should i should i should i?
one more day for me to decide already, and then i will know everything.
sigh ):

felt like i just escaping only.


goodbye.