25th

back from chalet at goldkist chalet, is like i not going but end up you know. went to chalet at 9pm+
kuku i take cab but i still miss the cake cutting session for ah ho and steven.

but the moment i step in the chalet, some unpleasant things happened ):
so well, stone there and here. and i toppled the orange juice on my shirt D:
photos taking session and we played blackjack like for the whole night seriously.
this is the freaking first time i lose in blackjack D: used up my coins and i cannot play already.
decided to go out to take a walk on my own, inthend ah boon followed behind me.
starting i ignored him, but end up we sat down by the beach and talked for like 2 or 3 hours.
okay la, at least we cleared the misunderstanding and doubts in our heart.
but im like only listen to things i want to hear only :}

went back chalet at 5am+, and they still continued playing blackjack but with four people left-.- played for awhile, and everyone went to sleep.
stoned and i lied down on the floor for awhile.

so ya da ya da. me and ah boon fucking stubborn lah.
i stared at him sleeping for like 2hours. :> didnt want to sleep at all because this might be last time i seeing him before he go oversea.

jiajun damn irritating when he wake up like wtf kkkkkk.
sibei irritaiting zz
pack up and we check out at 11.30am.

went kopitam for breakfast. nice one
i spent $5.50, i ate 3/4 of a prata
jiajun spent $2.40, he ate a prata and my noodles.
:} :} :} :}
blame the milo for making me so full.

home sweet home.
thank you for sending me to bus stop :)

interview with aden kor and his gf later at night
and now im like still doing my proposal for vidpro D:
sleepless night again.












huang yiting damn purposely to take a lot of this kind of shot!

25th

i know we can't be together
but that doesnt mean i cannot love you
yes, for time being we can only be like best friend
but remember i still see you as someone i love
not contacting for three weeks but my feeling for you seem to grow stronger and stronger

i believe if we meant to be together, eventually we will be together one day
if we dont meant to be, no matter how much we do it's still the same
who know, fate might change the next time
just let the nature takes it course.


you still the same, so sweet and fierce.
you still able to touched my heart so much
thanks for everything you do.
but i still tend to blame myself sometimes.



"这是我最后一次帮你盖被了."

i love you