the week

hello today is friday and weekend is coming again :>
oh and today is my chinese birthday HA HA HA.
mummy is so sweet to write this note to me and i kinda stunned luh. love you mum(:


and im not in a good mood these few days ): kinda pissed off when someone make fun of people over the limit. tsk tsk. and i'm like keep on throwing my temper.
uh well. went home early today, wanna thanks my mother a lot lah. she had been very tired for working everday and she still brought me out for shopping, and both of us spent like over hundred dollars.
oh yes, sister and jj came along too. HA HA. i was like complaining to mother, see jj keep on bully me. :>

i want macbook leh. i think daddy going to buy for me soon HEHE.

had dinner at cafe cartel. OH YES. this had been what i wanna eat on my birthday lor (: mother's treat, sweet uh.



me and my sister were like spamming the btt test on the web, like addicted already lor.
anyway, watched the leap years and the day after tomorrow this week, and this is the 2nd time i watching for both show.
the feeling of watching the leap years twice was totally different, first was around two years ago i think so ah. those words and sentence said in the movie really make me think a lot ):
and i like this sentence,
"you don't need other's approval to love someone"



oh well. i need to sleep badly.
and I GAIN WEIGHT BLOODY HELL.


spam webcam with my dear yen er :}
check up the hamburger face :D

felt like everyone are opposing and objecting for what i feel.
and i started to lose the confident already.
one more week.
i still pinning some hope and the movie you promise me.
like a lost kid and what i can do is only waiting.
im too stubborn
but i dont ask for much already
how much can i believe
i just hope my intutition is not true


is death really that scary?
is love really that weak?
i guess no one can understand the feeling i having now.

i love you and i really do
but everything seem so wrong.