this is life

production ended for me at time being but what happened today, i guess i have to prepare for reshoot.

ok skip let's start on friday

early in the morning at 8am went down to CDC, i dont know why but at that moment when i knock into the basket at my house i got that sudden feeling that i will failed my TP. like whuttttt -_- mother was scolding and nagging at me for the whole morning, 3 people snatch cab with me and the tyre puncture before i reached and the instructor had to teach me the other method for parking at last minute.

everything was so smoothly and perfect during the practice but i fucking make all those mistake that i didn't make during practice. DAMN FUCKING ANGRY TO THE MAX, i never strike kerb at S course before but why i go strike during the test >:

i just screwed up everything and failed, almost break down man because parents were damn disappointed with me ):

but im still alright because i already prepare and had feeling that i will failed but sister was damn emo shit ):

anyway went back school to borrow the equipment went cy house and back again to walk round and round the school as it was CCN day, after that went opp school with sis and cy to collect my dear sister's report, and went KFC to eat (:

sis went down to work at 5pm+ and she was damn fucking emo, and i suggested going to club damn surprisingly right because i dislike clubbing a lot but in order to cheer my dear sis up so ya.

went down to cy house to collect back my equip and cab back to my house {:

prepared and met my dear sister after her work ! I SWEAT LIKE MAD AT HOME LAH DAMN FUCKING HOT >:




k bused down to power house i got no idea why i paid $12 only yet they paid $15 -_-
but i only dance for 1 hour lah then i go out already ha ha dont asked me why because i really dont like dancing ._.

oh ya I SAW HAO EN! damn omg lah and my first thought was what the hell why his eyes suddenly so big -_- only wave with him because i was rushing to go outside so yea.

so i was going in and out for like 2 hours -_- and while i was sitting outside, hao en suddenly shouted in my ear zz .

we talked for a little while, omg lah i totally never see him for more than 2 years since we break. his look was exactly the same man omg but he basket said my pattern still the same ha ha.

didn't expect that i still will talk with him like normal because i always tell myself that i will never talk with my exs, and i dont even expect myself that im able to accept the fact that i will talk with them face to face no matter they are good or bad to me in the past.

oh well, waited for them for like 2hr+ then shuhui came out and pulled me in! end up i was standing at the bar until everything ended and they came out, and yes cab home straight after that :/

shuhui and jj came my house to overnight, and jj slept on the floor HAHA DAMN FUNNY SHOULD SEE HOW HE SLEPT! HAHA


k next day sat, met huiling at orchard to teach shuhui how to make wound! meet james to take puzzle while leaving both of them at coffee bean ha ha ha {:

back and see how shuhui make not bad huh. went to walk around to find my props after that while waiting for jared and my cousin to fetch us.




ok so yea cousin and huiling came my house too as he wanna passed me the videos and photos of my grandfather's funeral and the cruise.

Started my production straight after that! tadah


so yes sat, sun and mon was my production days. really thanks lololololololol production for the help HAHA and Jared for being my talent! THANKS EVERYONE WHO LEND ME THE PUZZLE AND WHOEVER HELP IN THIS.

ok its too early to say thanks because i still got one month to go, and what happen in the day just now i guess 50/50 i have to reshoot i damn scared now i gonna pray really hard please please please please FCP PLEASE FUCKING SAVE MY WORK! sigh.


bye photos up soon.