thanks 2011

hello this gonna be a long post am going to write review of 2011, didn't did that for 2010 kinda regret because i realized my 2010 was full of excitement and so much experiences for me, o well.

Starting of 2011 was kinda tough for me i guess? because of 13 cells i get to know my bf, but i knew a lot of rumors were going around i knew many people were objecting me to be with him, yes i know everything, things that i not supposed to know i found out myself you see am a smart girl hehe. and because of his appeared i guess i kinda lose my used to be laopo. but no, not blaming him or what i guess is just misunderstand? i don't know. but i still glad that at that point of time there's still people supporting me. but the most important part is I've not been stepping in any r/s for the whole of 2010 i don't know am i prepare for a new r/s. but i make it clear to that i already totally get over my last r/s, and i knew myself the best that yes i did fall for him after this 13 cells. times were hard for me, because i keep hearing rumors and rumors i keep seeing so many things by myself. there's even time i asked myself should i give up? because i dare not confront him. but i so glad that i hang on there.

our r/s had been a up and down for us going through thick and thin, from some one that i used to keep everything to myself to someone that I'm able to open out to him. but there's always something deep in my heart that i did not dare or want to face. i need so much courage but i did not have, i so glad that my sister still at here to listen to all my ranting. Until one day after 8 months we got together, all my doubts had finally came to an answer. i don't know should i believe or no, but again i chose to believe again and yes i glad i did it.

Being with him was the best choice that I've ever choose, because he is the best bf I've ever had. Yes he can be very naggy at times and even lecture me like my father, we had the fiercest fight ever which both of us don't wish to happen, and we quarreled to the extend that the neighbor rushed out of their house to see what happened. but every each time after all these happened, the very next day he will always be the one who give in to me. i mean why do i deserved him, i such an attitude, sucky, stubborn, hot temper girl, but he always give in to me no matter what. he will make sure that i happy with him, sacrifice himself in order to satisfied me in terms of places/food/choices and many else. he cook for me so often because he knew i love rice so much, especially his chili. i rmb one of the days, his mother had already bought all the dishes back and they alrdy halfway cooking it, just then he realized that they had ran out of chili, he immediately went out to ntuc to buy the ingredients for the chili so to make sure i get to eat the chili later on. though at that time i didn't show any reaction to his action but deep in my heart i was so touched. there were times he even travelled all the way to cck just to bring his home cook food for me just because i sick of the food at my workplace.

i love how he pamper me like a princess like seriously, though he always scold me "you think you really princess?" but still he treat me totally like one, he do his best to give whatever i want, and bring me to any places i wanna go. yes he don't show his love much to me but he always claimed that he will used his action to prove his word, i glad he did it. he accept my flaws which he hate the most but i sorry that i cant change. but i guess he can see my attitude and such had been better in these while. he take in all my craziness and unglamness which i guess no one will able to tahan me. i know at long time ago he could have give up on me, but he never. he always been there for me when i need him the most, travelled long distance to find me. he knew i need to sleep a lot, so on every weekend i would went to his house to stay over so that i can have extra 1 more hour to sleep and send me over to work. he's just too great for me.

yes, we almost break up for twice but i so so so so so so glad that we hang on aaaaaaa damn happy and bless to have him.

okay that's for my r/s in 2011, and now we've already reached our 1 year. i believed there will be more up and down we have to go through but i believed our love will be strong enough to conquer all. and did i said, we've been meeting EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THIS 1 YEAR. YES WE DID. except for the period i went to china for 3 weeks and he went to aus for 2 weeks lah.


2011, was also the year that my FYP came to the end after 4 hard months, i am sorry to my production team that i did such a bad job at my audio. sigh but everything had ended so well. we had our design show at vivo city which i knew everyone of us treasure it a lot. then we had our graduation show. best graduation show ever in design school. Because kangling planked on the floor before taking the cert, minghan fly across the stage like a superman after getting his cert, ryan, cheryl and kin acted as harry potter after received their awards. just simply too awesome.

Studying in Moving images at design school was the best things in my life, met great friends, had the most awesome memories in these 3 years, too many many things happened that i can't said in this post. There's tears, laughter's, we gained friend at the same time we did lose some friends. but i will miss every single people I've met in poly life. and i still loving the whole process of filming, something that i will never want to forget in my life.



But, after gradation, i did not continued what i study, i guess working at production house is just too not me i don't think i will enjoy working and i will not be able to cope with all these, mostly was because i forget a lot of thing from pre-production to post-production. I'm so sucks. i took a lot of times looking for jobs i guess 3 months? but i enjoy a lot in these 3 months, i went to China finally after 3 years to visit all my relatives was damn fun though i get bored easily, but the food at there was damn awesome i fucking love it mannnnnn, and went to a lot of places the view was damn memorable. hehehehehe. other than that, just simply stoning at home every day waiting for my bf to end his work and look for me, and also working at stewarding at mbs. and yes stewarding might be the toughest, most dirty and most smelly job ever, but i enjoy every work day at there. i can't explained but is a joy to work at there though i will be drained out after over 10 hours of washing utensils, clearing at the stations, carrying all those heavy stuffs but i still do enjoyed much. and bf will always complained how smelly i am after my work. and yes bf always come n fetched me after work which was 2am? just to see me for 1 hr or so awww.

went to taiwan with my bf, fucking excited because this was our both virgin trip with bf/gf by flight! hehehehe. though i went with his band mates! but the whole trip was just to awesome, from attending his rehearsals to concert to night markets at chiayi, taizhong, taipei to going sun moon lake, to lotus park, to taipei 101, to ximenting, to eating for non-stop and to walking like zombies. everything was just too great! this 8 days trip gonna be in my memory forever <3.

2011 was the year i ate so many things that i never tried before and going to places that i never went before, thanks to bf! but he should thanks me too because i think i brought him to places that he never go before more than me! hehehehhehe. had our first musical show, lion king at mbs! our first stay over at mbs hotel, our first swim at sky park! and i can't really remember much opps! i need to look through our photos again.

and oh finally had my first full time job at edvox music school, thanks to bf. working at there overall was alright just that it was damn fucking far from my house, still in the process of getting used to it (: but glad that bf fetched me there two of the working days and fetch me back home two of the working days too! lovesssss. then we had company retreat to port dickson, glad boyfriend is with me because i not very close to most of them at that time :/



finally, we went to genting with just both of us! my genting trip had never been so awesome before, guess it was with my love one, and we even went to strawberry farm, took cable car, and all the theme park rides with our express ticket! (: even though we failed to go bkk but this genting trip make it up all.


Family r/s was kinda sour in the beginning of year guess because i keep staying outside till midnight, but glad that things turned better toward the mid of year. still hoping that my r/s with parents will be getting better and better. my sister had been a great support for me! she just too awesome, she will always be there for me and willing to listen to all my troubles. the best things she did was when i had my worst quarreled with bf, at fucking midnight 2am she travelled all the way down from yew tee just to acc me! SHE'S JUST SO AWESOME!!! was totally touched at that point of time. love her so much, and i love how we spammed each other at whatsapp when we are not together. just can't live without her.

friendship had been quite okay, i was glad that during February my friendship w sh was alright, we finally talked! was so happy at that point of time, i knew we are not as close like during 2010 already, but i glad that we still do meet up with each other. and yes still meet up with my favourites one like layyen, tinghui, hwanling, but i still didn't meet up with qing and yvonne how sad :(

some major thing happened, guess was the car accident during march, still rmb that ky's car hit the railing and we spin twice or thrice before coming to a stop. fucking shivering at that point of time. i don't know is it a miracle because i did not flung out of the car as i was not wearing any seat belt. so lucky gwadddd. no one hurt thanks god! we still can have prata after the accident because all of us were so hungry ha ha. but actually after this incident, i was so traumatized whenever I'm in the car, i used to love fast speed car to i just hope every time bf will drive slower though he driving less than 100km/hr but i still very scared! and i am so fucking scared of turning! and yes until now i still so traumatized in every car ride, i do had night mares at night just hope one day i will overcome this ): so in 2012 i hope i will not involve in any more accident please.

i guess that's all for 2011, can't rmb much already.


just hope in 2012
- families and loves one to be healthy, safe, sound and round
- be a happier person
- love to be stronger between us
- at least $5000 in my bank by end of 2012
- at least travel to bkk and korea
- work to be good
- to hit at least 48kg

that's for now i guess, i want to study uni badly but i know it is impossible how the hell i come out with $18k? so well. maybe that will be my 2013 or 2014 wish hehehehe. 

shall stop now
goodbye 2011, you've been a good year for me thanks for all the memories
and welcome 2012, please be good.