hope everything went back like how it should be.

do you know how scare i am right now?
i really scared one day you really go mia
i trying to be understand.
but if you are me, how will you feel?

i really cant stop myself from thinking.
i dont mean to treat you cold okay.
i guess i trying to avoid, seriously i dont know how to prepare myself for the fact.
but i didnt want to stop you at all.

can you stop saying i hack care everything or treating you cold?
do you know how hurting is it?

and we left one month and you are flying off already leh.
i dont want to quarrel for nothing over the phone, i just want to go back to like how we talk last time.
but the first sentence you talk just now, i really dislike to listen.

i sorry i guess i mood swimg.

sorry for everything.