i lose to the fate

我输给了命运
我们做了这么多事, 许下了这么多承诺
最后我们还是逃不过命运的安排.



thanks for the 2months 7 days.
from the first day i know you till now i was really happy everyday
i can say these are the happiest moment in my life.
thank for the great and un-replacement moment you gave.
i will never forget you and those memories in my life.



i sorry for hurting you so much, but toward the end you still dont believe me.
i dont mean anything i have said, because everything i have said dont even come out from my heart and me.
but on other hand i guess i should thank myself for saying those words
so that you willing to make this decision.
i shouldn't be so selfish to hold on
i love you but i don't want to see anything happen to you.
you make the right choice.


i just want to let you know,
all along i was standing by your side
i care so much for your feeling
i put you first in anything
you are always on my mind
i always worried so much for you
i did so much things for you but you didnt see it
yes i might look cold from what you see but im not.

but what i get is your doubts toward me.
i understand because of your past
but toward the end you still doubting me.
its really hurt me a lot.


i just hope one day you will believe and forgive me.


i never regret knowing you, you are the best guy i have met.
though you break all the promises but thank for once proving me that promises are not meant to be broken.
thank for creating miracles each time i meet you
or rather we can walk until today is really a great miracles because we dont meant to be.

inthend we still lose to the fate.
we went against the god's will end up both of us get hurt.


i really dont wish everything to end it up like that.
but your life are more important than this relationship and anything else.

i know all along you are betting your life to be with me.
but i sorry to hurt you, i dont want to see anything happen to you.
i guess this is best choice you have make.

i will miss you.


although i dont know what will happen to you, and sorry to be so stubborn.
i think i fated not to know anything, because jj said everything out in fornt of me but this is the second times, i heard nothing at all.


its time to wake up from the dream
i have treasure and cherish every moment with you.
remember you have promise me you won't forget me.

remember the last meeting you hold my face and said,
"look clearly at my face and dont forget it"
i glad i did that.


sorry and thank once again.

all the best to your career.
i will stand up as soon as possible.


and jiajun, dont have the need to apologise to me
because by saying sorry will not change the fact.


i choose to look at the bright side.
at least i wont get so much hurt, as long as nothing happen to you.


the photo collage on top, you wanted me to make for you before you go oversea
but i dont have the chance to give you.
uncountable places and things i want to go and do with you.
i guess there is no chance already.



虽然我们在一起的时间很短
但我永远都不会忘记你的.