i still feel the pain

long long long weekend yet i havent start anything on my assignment.
don't feel like doing it at all ): and btt tomorrow all the best to me alright.
please motivate me to start on my assignment leh, freaking no mood to do anything and i damn damn damn lazy.

i want a getaway! i wanna go china and just stay at there for one month
how great can that be.
):


i hope there is a time machine now.

things are changing.
i losing my direction
i losing the trust

sometimes i just wonder why thing will end up like this.

thanks for the present
i like it, really.
smell really nice
am looking forward to watch feng yun with you
{:




felt like everything are under my expectation, my predication.
i shouldn't be feeling this way
but why i still feel the pain in my heart,
the tear in my eyes

intuition is whispering something to me
how much i hope it will be untrue
i don't hope and ask for anything already
i just glad that you came back safely


i love you, i really really really do.