i just dont understand myself

i sat on the chair for freaking 9HOURS today, and now my shoulder and eyes are freaking pain. masking seriously killed people D: one more week and this block will be done! (:


fucking pissed off with someone, YES YOU YOU YOU YOU.
dont have to wait for one day that i will hate you, AM ALREADY GET IRRITATED WHEN I SEE YOU.
you are stepping on my tail ok, and this is not funny at all.
think properly before you say or whatsoever.
fuck you la nbccb. this is not the first, second or third times.
everyone have a limit okay.
just fuck off.
_l_ _l_ _l_



anyway,
this week past pretty fast wee.
tuesday had my btt and i pass! <: ftt will be on 5th jan and that's like damn long ):

im like keep on skip school lor, and the past two days i kind of accompany huang yiting for her filming (: first night was hardcore one, never slept at all. get to sleep at 9am+ when both of us reached home. oh ya poor sister injuryed her little toes by dropping the bloody heavy tripod on it. aw.

oh ya, they mechiam big production ha ha ha. a lot of people went and lots of equipment lor <:


slept for a few hours and wake up at 3pm. seriously i dont know why i went for their shooting too, i'm freaking tired kkkkk. see huang yiting, im good to accompany you hor.

had kfc for dinner, carpark next and some problem here and there.

boon came and find me {: hehehehehe.
wanted to go vivo but already quite late, and he brought me to marina barrage.
this time round we went another side, and the path look like areoplane run way.
damn cool and prettaye.

so ya, we actually stand at there for hours, talking and talking, and arguing (:
really love the moment <3

i wanna kidnap you :B


huang yiting finished her shoot at 1am+ and we went back to find her.

home sweet home later, and did my assignment.
surprisely i finished in two hours time!


oh well this weekend most probably staying at home and i shall do my assignment and study for ftt <:

had mood swimg period again, and i lacked of sleep seriously.

sometimes i just dont understand myself.
i need trust.

like a miracle
a hope
a happiness
a bless
a smile
everything and everything
is just so short

how i hope everday
there are
"whispering in the ear", "special rewards", "tickle"


imy
ily