December

Hi 2012 is coming to an end soon, so what have i accomplished this year. My virgin trip to city that like bangkok & Chengdu. Actually i kinda sad that i only went oversea for two times in this year. I wanna go for 1 more oversea trip to end this year 2012. But sigh bf don't wanna go bintan with me ): just 3 days 2 nights he also don't want pouts. oh well, work this year is good i must say because able to promote to assistance branch manager after working for 1 year was a wow for me ;) i will continue to work hard even though I am kinda forgetful at times :/ ok la i will elaborate more on 2012 soon k heh heh heh. 

Happy birthday to my dearest mummy too! thanks for being the best mummy in the world, she is someone that i can treat her like friend talking all my problems and literally sharing all my stories to her. she is also someone that actually think it is very funny when i swear in front of her, like fuck cb knn nb etc coming out from my mouth. I love how humorous she is and a very cute mummy too! I'm sorry if i am very rude to you but a simple wish from me to you is to be happy, healthy, safe and sound! ♥ 

I hope time would slow down just for a tiny little bit, felt like as though I'm a zombie going through the same routine every day. No goal, no target and yes I don't improve myself either too. Part of me wanna get degree so much but i know i hate studying and i don't wish to go back to school life too. I just wanna earn more money to travel as much as i can before leaving any regrets in life. Every day, I trying so hard to fuck care what people think and say about me. Human is the hardest thing to understand, doubting who to trust and prevent people from backstabbing you. Guess such is social life, so i shall just do well my own part and stay as happy as I can. Relationship with boyfriend is still alright, and yes after ranting one whole blog post I'm still with him. How should i said, two years of relationship doesn't break it off just like this. Sometimes when i get so mad with him, he will do things to make me smile or laugh so hard. I just hope he treasure me and this r/s like how I did, and learn to appreciate me. 

Shall end it here, blog again soon till then bye ;)